You have turned for me my mourning into dancing; You have loosed my sackcloth and clothed me with gladness, that my glory may sing Your praise and not be silent.
O LORD my God, I will give thanks to You forever!
Psalm 30:11-12
And I do not deserve anything worthy of dancing. My life should be spent in mourning, in exile. I deserve to live in Your anger, to always be the recipient of Your fury. I would be an object of Your righteous indignation, Your eternal wrath against me– a rebellious creature, unrepentant and depraved, dead in my sin, exchanging the truth about You for a lie, worshiping all things lesser and fake and cheap… my hope then is in those five words…
“You have turned for me.” You have done something for me. Something that I cannot do. You have turned something. You have made a change, a conversion, a switch. My mourning is now dancing. My mourning has ended and You have caused me to dance. You unclothed my sackcloth and You covered me with gladness.
You changed me.
I am still a sinner. My heart is still depraved, distracted, fickle. But You have changed me–sin has no power over me, there is no condemnation for those who are in Christ, my sin is forgiven, Christ’s righteousness is declared over me, imputed to me. You have made me Yours. You have died and risen to make Your enemy Your own. Yours. I am Yours. So see, my mourning is now dancing, my clothing is now gladness– and You have done this so that all that I am may sing Your praise and not be silent! You have done all this, O LORD my God, so that I must give thanks to You forever! To give thanks to You forever, for You have done it.
Jesus, thank You, forever. Amen.